对于你

除此之外，你没有其它的问候
也没有其它的关心
对你而言，你觉得是一种害怕，压力和负担
对我而言，却为此慢慢清醒
而我，没有办法面对就这样的关心和问候
而对我嘴里说出付出，爱我，想我的话
却对我生活一丝不解的人
我爱的人绝对不会是对我莫不关心
没有对生活主见的男人
对于你，我心痛的停止了往前的脚步

How its goes

Finally i stress out my pressure
the stress is like a pieces in my heart
make me feel complex, dunnoe what to do
feel so lost,
but i really do feel better after tear out
life is still beautiful
i will getting better if i stand up
if i could,
i grow from the tough
the pressure, the fail or even the heart broken
all i want is to change
change to feel better and peaceful
I wouldnt feel wasted or disappointed if i had tried hard
if i had tried my best to do it well.
Hope every tough and pressure will be pass over,
God bless, the kids that want peaceful.
And bless the world

我真的没有办法跟你说
真的没办法忍受我的话像垃圾一样
让我感觉我多么讨人厌
我不是没有耐心
而是花了太多
因为太多的保留和耐心
你不懂我的压力
也因此的不想去懂
大哭好几场还是无法平息我这种的压力
有多少你懂
你只会说我无理取闹
有谁会无端端的发起疯来？

bzbz

yeap...finally change my flight...
so that i can back early 1 more day
how fantastic~
hahaha...
i feel like going to pack up and go home for the celebration
and i dunnoe why,hahaha
ren yi ren ba...
hahaha...
2moro or friday for reading seminar,then
done my presentation and writting report
after that have listening test and presentation
then finish...and hopefully can get off to this hell
and go on with my univ journey,damn
i hope i can pass all><
god bless
if not i will kisiao><

she s

hahaha...
because of her i "li yong" him
so sorry har dear~but...
feel so bad,but wa suka
i look at her every single moment
my eyes cant stop starring at her
hahaha...i m sooo inlove with her
envy at her....everything on her
she light up my life,hahaha
she's apart of my target
sometime's i work hard because of her
>
jobless
here she is,she always be mine...muahahaha
crazy
admire her lots lots

nice~~~

someone will like this

for adidas neo label2011,she is adidas lover too><

mickey~

:(

hmmm...
2moro TEST~gosh
graph somemore...i m weak in this
i fail everytimes because of this
and i m really sick of when i was facing the graph
wth,and who create them,zzz
and now i feel like wanna go for singing
i dunnoe why...
i m sick of this course :(
i m doing thing that i dont like always to get through the thing that i love
is really cruel for me..
is like i m wasting my whole year for this
what for?
this time,i wanna pass,
i really have to...if not...
arghhh...i really will kill myself
i m having self pressure

江若琳 太早 MV

爱上你让我变得太脆弱
一点想坚强的心
慢慢的消失了
如果这种心情
你没办法体谅
那是你对我的
都不够
你对我的
我不懂
也别想要我去谅解
因为可能连你自己都会失去方向
不要再让我猜中
不要再让我付出
我不想回报
只不想伤害
和为难
就算知道了
我只会待在这里

shopaholic for 2 days

yeap~should find one more day to buy my pants,bag and shoes

i know i m wasting money again

but!!

i only buy sale items nah~

so check it out

hehehee~all~

cotton body~tat leopard is for mum,mai mistaken oXD

yea...i know is girlish><

Nars!!finally..and somethg for teeth whitening,is quite famous in uk,i thk

yeah~alot of earring~

finally~bt i thk msia will be cheaper

i bought this because is 5 dollar==

last,for my hubbyXD..

P.S i havent buy bag yet,dont shock if i buy anything too girlish~

Going grab in 2011

Yea..this year i m thinking for the big 1,going to be 20

so must be grow...

muahahaha...

this year,

i have to be save,and stop buy useless thing

my room going to explode soon,seriously

even this year,really not so into shopping mode for CNY

i dont know that izit the size is unsuitable to me

or they style not suitable

but seriously,dont know what should i buy for my cloth...

hermmm..

btw,this year i wanna have some special..

i want to buy

1.MAC book air,hehehe...

the reason is~it's light

i dont like my laptop,is too heavy to me

izit reasonable?hehehe

2.Digital camera...
ya,once again DSLR is too heavy for me...
my neck really pain for all those technology stuff...
but i love DSLR is so cool for girl..muahaha..

and its different with digital

but still,i wanna get it..backie,i wont throw u behide,

when i have one...and i still have no idea with digital camera

3.UGG boots!!

❤firstly is cute

secondly is cute

lastly is cute!!

yea...and i cant really wear it at winter,

seriously need this for my life

to keep myself warm..

but UGG is too exp..so i will try to choose other brand..

thinking wat colours should i buy,herm,to match my cloth

will buy it when sale,in summer?i dont know

4.I m going to buy this soon

YSL young lovely sexy perfume

actually this is not the latest 1...

the latest 1 i found out that is unsuitable and really not so nice

i love this lovely and sexy smells...

i dont care,i will buy it in this few days,cuz i saw its on sale

and is much more cheaper compare with msia

muahahahaha

5.The most important 1

balenciaga!!!how lovely if i cant get 1..."only one"

my dream bag!!muahahaha..

i will buy one on my bday this year...(maybe)

is a must!kayao ya~which colours is nice?hermm...i still have half year to think of it

P.S seriously,i think all this items will only last for half year,btw...is time for me to save my money

          i m going to 20 years old girl!ADULT!hermm

complex feeling

I had complex mood this few days,
and i dont know why
I think i m going to crazy soon
stay below my line
and not dare to move
and think what could my life be
m i right to be always choose what ever i like...
and forgot where's my level
I hate to study english course and make my times run like waterfall
and thinking m i suitable with what i choose
i m getting lost,i love interior design
but how much could i do for that?
my brain stuck with so much thing
but im lazy and give up for being emo
my heart sorrow with this
and i m stop thinking everything after this
i want to have last try,
and give more effort on it.
collapse tired my heart,so stop it
question gone quickly.
ya,tomorrow have listening test
should sleep early to make my brain clear
thanks for my blog accompany me~

lives for them❤

I wont describe them in a words
i describe them with full fill heart
starting to miss their face
the every moment we spend
i m glad that i have them in my life
i feel safe,i feel happiness
and this,nothing could be replace by
i appreciable and thanks
no matter how lost i m
i will find and get my way back home
thats my 'home'

start with bday girl22/12/2010

act cutezzzz

yea...my lovely

grow up my sisXD

sweet mum ever

end with❤

do we look alike?

without him,i m not here

Best couple ever~muahahaha

mum always eat,haizzz

LOL

miss my broTT

christmas eve 

thumb up

❤

Start with bday boy❤

we eat all the time...zzz

28.12.2010

Happy belated bday to my sis&bro...how lovely they are~

lastly,took long time ago...i love this picture...

we have been long time didt take group picture,should take it at CNY~

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