friendship by memory

friendship...
a word who hurting me...
ya...its really do...
i could remember that we,our relationship...
i really hope it couldt end so easy...
but is it...
how could?
i really dun understand...
hey...
u guys still remember how the past tense we are...
in my mind...(u guys forgot)
u guys may have many new friend...
and maybe we couldt be together back...
hurt hurt...

NEW MOON❤

o~~finally i watch my favorite movie...
NEW MOON~oh gosh~
touching touching~
is touching my heart...
my heart beating...and going fever soon...
hehehe
edward cullen is so cute...XDXD
i cant wait till breakaway and ecplise
OMG
is will coming out on 2012 and 2013...
WT...
so long,how could i wait!!i cant wait...><
stupid...
the movie end with could u marry me...
gosh...make me feel...arghhh...cant wait cant wait...
2012...can i alive on tat year??

hahaha...
WT...i spend alot of money 2day...
for??
i aso dunnoe...damn damn...
RM380 fly~
haiz...wat to do...
haiz...no food for me nw...
keep fit><
i wan to keep my leg~
when u spend money is happy...
bt went back home><
WT~is down men...
haiz...
nvm...as long i happy now...after watch new moon~
and i wan to watch again...
however edward cullen is hurt><
hehehe^^
WTH i m talking about...><

i feel my stupid lung is hurting me...
hard to breath right now...
hate this kind of feeling><
homework stress me up...
i wan to cry><
arghhh...stupid homework...
but i aso have to finish up...
for my dream~
GOD please~
i love you~

2012

OH GOSH~
is in 4.30 midnight right now...
i havent sleep...
just come back from 2012~~
OMG....
is really touch my heart...
its make me cry when i heard daddy...or somethg else...
OMG...
its really...speechless...
i was really quiet in cinema...
listening carefully...
i really feel affaid and worry...
start to think negatif...
O....
cannot cannot...
back to normal...
i still cant stop think that so many people will die...
even will be my family...
i really cant imagine...

IF CAN...WHO WILL YOU BRING OR SAVE?
if me...i save my family and myself...><
so selfish>

pressure enough...

if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...

i cant stop thinking about it...
my heart gonna to crash for it...
nothing more i could do if i was fail...
i m useless...i know...
i have no talent with it...i know...
i m not enough hardworking...i really know...

if i want to be hardworking right now...
izzit too late?
izzit impossible?

why m i getting lazy and lazy...
how could i forget...
OMG...
and whats the meaning for i m coming here?
what didt i do at here?
eat?play?wat the h**l...

whole days for homework...again and again...
i realise even i try hard also the same thing could happen...
i dont know what should i do...

haiz...
sometimes...
i really feel tired...
talk also get blame...didt talk also get joke...
i m pressure enough...
i want to be silent...and mature...
i m take it serious...i really meant it...

i think soon...i will be crazy...seriously...
recently i have some facial disorders problem...
tired of it...i want to sleep right now...

longer post~enjoys those @@pic

THOse F1 ticket,pangkorlaut,langkawi picture...F1 picture is at my dad there~~cant get it==