call me little birdly

i cant believe that in this stage my mind telling me a truth,
that what i had choose always wrong
my cousin said the right thing,
melbourne is bored and full of asian
i really dont mind is full asian that time,
because i think it might be friendly
but the thing always end up with,
hermm...too bad, what inside my mind is wrong
anything in here was still bad...
yea...maybe europe is much more better,
i should admit this
i have been stuck in this freaking bored island...
with kangaroo and koala bear,
nop...i even havent see them
seriously, i still havent explore after i came for half year
the place i could go is city , my campus , thats all...
maybe its really call life in normal day,
but then, in my holiday,
i never think it could be bored then this,
its really suffer for a girl age like this should be explore
and have fun to look outside world stuck at here
i m not keeping blame on anyone,
but its my choice,
so i wanna try make it better
before holiday, i go for research...
any place i wanna go,
but my place always fly
even i wanna go to buy some stuff
its like going be after few days...
the reason was, almost all shop close in 5
how bad, i feel sad of my life,
i should sleep more and have a lovely holiday dream inside my mind,
maybe that could be better
sometimes i feel i do nothing at all,
when everything is stuck just like
a bird stuck in cage
and feel so lost

speechless me

hahaha...
speechless liao,
still keeping my heart in this lazy holiday,
ok...tonite i m going to sleep abit early and wake up early tomorrow
if not my black circle and pimple will pop out...
wuwuuu...such a old lady liao...
so geng for me, now never wash my face
exercise, shopping
totally different liao
see...now become fat and fatty
my leg lor, when can become thin like angelababy==
shitty me...better work on><
dont be lazy already la...u this old lazy
sad daoT.T
oh gosh~ gimme a hope~pls
 

id-eas?

LOL...idea idea...
come towards to me...
i need theme...hermmm
see, kesian me
my black eye circle comes
OMG...
pimples getting away
the black eyes come
nothing will be perfect
whatever u try...LOL
have to do something for this holiday
finish up my dump work

我我我>.-

最近爱上这里
我的小天地
话许是因为很多想法
想从文字中表达
一幕幕
让我更清晰的
跟清醒
我
一定要学会面对黑暗， 惧高
当然，
昨天我也踏进了一步
心里很害怕，
另一方面，很荣欣
自己比想象中勇敢
我爱上自己了
爱上那么勇敢的我
相信未来
我能比现在的我
更加勇敢
呵呵呵
今天就勇敢的玩吧

给你

我想
我们的故事
不会有下段
当然也不会有结局
请一定要放开我的手
不管我舍不得
一定要让我那样的离开
我想
我们一定到不了
那美好
我想
我们只能当朋友以上
的好朋友关系
我想
我们就这样
好好的过
不再难过
我们的关系
只会剩下快乐
你就安心的睡吧

给自己

相信今天过后我会爱上寂寞
终于彻底的分手了
它是悲伤的
但我学会了清晰放下
我不敢说值不值得
但我很确定我因该那么做
在一起的意义不在乎走了多长多远多快乐
对我而言，失败了就是失败
唯一的，只是怎么面对
我，收起了伤痛
决定微笑度过
不是逞强
而是为了自己
不要再回到不现实的世界
给自己保留该有的自尊
再寻找自己

我，不敢担保未来

我是否会幸福
但自少我会让自己更快乐
当然梦醒了
它还会继续
然而，对于你的离开
我会学下放下和勇敢
我要证明一个人
不会害怕，不会再寂寞
一个人也会很幸福

heart~

hermm>< Are the Robert pattinson and Kristen stewart twillight star going to marry? I m so happy, but in the other case~ :{...feel bad, have to accept the truth they looks so sweet>< Congraz~ and BIG hug~ i m glad she is the one... finally its come true in and last,>< cant wait for breaking dawn in this year~heheee...look at them, how sweet

empty

seriously, don't know what should i write,
i could say that sometimes i feel lost in my life
and my mind, i dunnoe what should i do,
just like i m losing my target, my dream...
sometimes,i even dunnoe what m i doing...
hermmm...really so ah po, always talk so much
and nonsense

 yerrr...love this drama
and mike he><
touch touch><
and...is late night now,i still feel like watch gossip girl
wonder is blair with dan, chuck or prince>
i wanna watch la....ishhhh
but my class...><
skip too much leTT

Fcking shit

my life really a piece of shit cake
is getting suck,
other than facing food, study, sleep
my life are zero
nothing else
no rainbow or even black colour
can u imagine if a person life in white blank
really shitty
i feel so shit of my life,
wth is going on
really so emotional that wanna split alot of bad word out
since when i become like that
always feel so damn shit
i m getting crazy and madness
i feel hate and angry
no matter is tiny or huge thing
i feel so f*cking sick
and my weekend is suck
like a hell, not only this
is like almost every weekend, suck
after will have a break
oh shit, more suck
cant stand, cant live enough
my blood is boiling
is more than 24 hours i sleep now
and now, i m m*ther f*cker wanna sleep again
wth, f*ck my life pls

nop

why always ruin out all the thing,
everytime can be happy
can be good, but always end up like this
i feel so annoying, f*cking annoying
especially when i sleep while i m annoying
i feel so damn shit
why people feel so far a part when they were together?
even they so close to each other, but the heart is so different?
perfunctory, or treat without using heart?
i really wonder,
why you face showing don't even a trust?
why our heart getting far to know each other?
the conclusion show me,
even you try to be good to whoever, i m mistake,
once you don't trust
whatever you said, whatever you do,
is nothing at all, not at all.

Random

Just finish for my heading picture, LOL

Photoshop sometimes make my life easy and creative

LOL...actually, not really><

hahaha...btw, i have no idea to design my blog stuff

find out really so hard

hermmm...

seriously, this few days i really quite miss malaysia,

my family, the food, the shopping stuff,my friends

lol...i miss bak kut teh,

i must be patient... until the end of year, lol

i miss my dad, my mum, my sis and my bro badlyT.T

feeling bad for homesick every moment

hopefully i can pass this 3 year smoothly

learn more explore more

=.=

dont skip class anymore, lol

seriously, i cant be lazy anymore...

i need more effort,

hermm...

hardworking, play hard and study smart

whatever bullshit

Really feel so bad with all stuff
stay problems
food problems
everything and anything is the problem
but hw to solve other than leave each other
suffer enough with problems always.
no solution.

guess have to feel like vampire with cold blood feeling
too emotional kill people always
what a crazy weapons, huh?
but it do always kill us
too care and dont care
isit the contrast between two of people?
or just actually the end,
i m not trying to be emo,
but just try to have space to split out something
badly
hermm...no solution what ever you thk
is bcuz for me,
is not a very design thking,
lol...leave me alone


something i wanna show badly
this both pic is when ipad 2 launch...
WTH...hahaha...those ppl are crazy
and so do i,
but no money for me to buy,
hahahahaXD

P.S. hahaha i m talking bullshit today, whatever

somemore i have so manythg to scare, but i have no much time >< bad:(