side of me to care u

touch my heart,and feel everything...
i m keeping that moment,that sentences...
although is nothing but its meaningful to me
maybe u couldt understand..
but i still hiding...everything..feeling about to or even everyone
i could know that keeping is the best way...
continue fall asleep...
all i hope is let u happy always,and susport

mu christmas

i dunnoe how to describe my christmas for this year...
24th i went to penang with my family...
although is quite bored...
but i still happy that i spend my time with my parent...
and the santa give a present that meaningful to me...
a"family"
its really a lovely family i have...although me,sis or bro always argue...
but we will be alright in second..
i felt warmful...on this day...i didt spend my money yet..><
for sure i will spend at last>just have dinner and drink with my family on christmas eve...^^
The other day was...
spend my time for buy thing and my bro bday present...
hahahaha...o ya...what a good news i have is...i buy some book to read><
OMG~is BOOK!!!gosh...
unbelieve,right...but i m ....
after that back in 6oclock...
finally...at 9 oclock,chee peng call me..
and say that azelli come as!!!
OMG!!for me ...really...
is 4 years...ooo...we didt meet up for 4 year...
i m so glad that i still can meet up with him...
then we meet up....bla bla bla...
we go for bali...for ntg...chat alot...
haiz
i really miss KTJ...sometimes,,,
but i know that time couldt return...azelli...
i will miss u sometimes^^hehehe
when i return my home...OMG...
kaitong at my house with my sis...
they asking for going out then...
we....out...
hahaha...also have been so long never see her...thin jor><
haiz...
i wan thin also cant o><
and and...
i miss him...
wat the...i got a wish on christmas...
i hope he could never love me...
i reAlly HOPE that even he know my feeling...
i hope he could pretent that he dunnoe ....
or even hurt me...cuz...
1st reason with i m not good,then is....i wan study!!!hahaha
tats all for today...
after christmas next festival was...2010...goshh
should i change new blog with new year...
i wanna wash away my unhappy><

wow~everything great

watch 'AVATAR' with my family...
is great...hahaha...if u still dun watch yet?
go watch then...and u will know that how bad was"HUMAN"
and my mum say that so^^
oh ya...
after that my sis brought gossip girl...
and we watch it right now...
wow~finally...
and i m going pinang with my family 2mor for christmas...
abd donno hw was it gone yet...
my christmas coming soon><

==bored

ya,i m bored><
is in 5 oclock right now...
online,watch movie...
my life is sick><
haiz
head dizzy...
haiz...
feel nothing><
feel lazy><
and...abit kek sim==
HAIZ~

my ❤ is moving moving

Although i know that it couldt happen between us...
but i still drop for it...
drop for those helpless...and careless><
the thing i could keep inside
and never ever say it out...
not because hurt...
is because love...
nowadays i just hope it couldt get into deeper...
if u know who was it...just shu and keep for me...TQ^^
some moment u were meaningful to me,and i couldt hurt...

what to BUY~blink "-<

OMG~
is in 5oclock midnight/morning right now...
i still cant sleep...
thinking how to spend my money again(limit)...
hehe...going hatyai in this friday><
for my little shopping...
should i give my limit what to buy?
my cloth is going to boom out...
haiyo...really lazy to clean but still thinking to buy somemore...

I WANT TO BUY:

1.BAG...many kind>< i dun really have nice bag
i like old skull bag^^

















2.Skirt...i like to wear...but i thk it doesnt suitable with me><













haizz...





3.Shoes:a pair of conversea...adidas>



4.Pants:i want to buy pants...but still dunnoe which kind yet...no idea with it..



5.LOMO:haiz...my dad say no use 1...digital camera also can play effect>















Those all is my fav 1~

The last 1...some style that i love❤

☃☃☃☃☃☃☃☃☃

ahhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHHH

dang~dang~dang~~^^
CHRISTMAS coming soon~~☃
cant wait for my christmas gift~~☃
let me think wat to buy for myself><
hehehe...
i want LOMO~~
daddy give me fast...i need it...
hw should i celebrate with my family ya...
thk...thk...thking...
really cant wait for it...
santa santa...
come for me...
i will give u some cookies...and sock for my present..><
i want malaysia to have SNOW...☃










everyone laugh and joy for christmas...☃
smile with happiness...
wish all of u
☃☃☃BERRY HONEY CHRISTMAS☃☃☃

THE!!!

i really F**king hate this country!!!when i juz can out from here...
i dun like this stupid place...
sometimes i even hate human...
i dun like the feeling that ppl came in my space!!!
wat the!!!

friendship by memory

friendship...
a word who hurting me...
ya...its really do...
i could remember that we,our relationship...
i really hope it couldt end so easy...
but is it...
how could?
i really dun understand...
hey...
u guys still remember how the past tense we are...
in my mind...(u guys forgot)
u guys may have many new friend...
and maybe we couldt be together back...
hurt hurt...

NEW MOON❤

o~~finally i watch my favorite movie...
NEW MOON~oh gosh~
touching touching~
is touching my heart...
my heart beating...and going fever soon...
hehehe
edward cullen is so cute...XDXD
i cant wait till breakaway and ecplise
OMG
is will coming out on 2012 and 2013...
WT...
so long,how could i wait!!i cant wait...><
stupid...
the movie end with could u marry me...
gosh...make me feel...arghhh...cant wait cant wait...
2012...can i alive on tat year??

hahaha...
WT...i spend alot of money 2day...
for??
i aso dunnoe...damn damn...
RM380 fly~
haiz...wat to do...
haiz...no food for me nw...
keep fit><
i wan to keep my leg~
when u spend money is happy...
bt went back home><
WT~is down men...
haiz...
nvm...as long i happy now...after watch new moon~
and i wan to watch again...
however edward cullen is hurt><
hehehe^^
WTH i m talking about...><

i feel my stupid lung is hurting me...
hard to breath right now...
hate this kind of feeling><
homework stress me up...
i wan to cry><
arghhh...stupid homework...
but i aso have to finish up...
for my dream~
GOD please~
i love you~

2012

OH GOSH~
is in 4.30 midnight right now...
i havent sleep...
just come back from 2012~~
OMG....
is really touch my heart...
its make me cry when i heard daddy...or somethg else...
OMG...
its really...speechless...
i was really quiet in cinema...
listening carefully...
i really feel affaid and worry...
start to think negatif...
O....
cannot cannot...
back to normal...
i still cant stop think that so many people will die...
even will be my family...
i really cant imagine...

IF CAN...WHO WILL YOU BRING OR SAVE?
if me...i save my family and myself...><
so selfish>

pressure enough...

if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...

i cant stop thinking about it...
my heart gonna to crash for it...
nothing more i could do if i was fail...
i m useless...i know...
i have no talent with it...i know...
i m not enough hardworking...i really know...

if i want to be hardworking right now...
izzit too late?
izzit impossible?

why m i getting lazy and lazy...
how could i forget...
OMG...
and whats the meaning for i m coming here?
what didt i do at here?
eat?play?wat the h**l...

whole days for homework...again and again...
i realise even i try hard also the same thing could happen...
i dont know what should i do...

haiz...
sometimes...
i really feel tired...
talk also get blame...didt talk also get joke...
i m pressure enough...
i want to be silent...and mature...
i m take it serious...i really meant it...

i think soon...i will be crazy...seriously...
recently i have some facial disorders problem...
tired of it...i want to sleep right now...

longer post~enjoys those @@pic

THOse F1 ticket,pangkorlaut,langkawi picture...F1 picture is at my dad there~~cant get it==