familydays in penang..

we shop,we chat,we ate alot...
it was yesterday...although we r tired...
but i really enjoy this moment when i were with them
really love them soo much
aiya...the most regret thing were,i 4gt to bring DSLR
lol...nvm,just keep everything in heart,untill the life end
and,i did shop alot XD

my lovely converse again><

topshop and topman❤

and geb><

i m in❤with clarins body and face sunblock,toner,face firm and eye liftXD

make me in good mood again,hehehehe...
and i do register my ielts test at penang
so nervous,is on 14aug><
and 3 days workshop start at 2 aug...
lol...feel kan jiong...
and i nt going to back kl already...
no more kl club and chill with josee them...
i wanna spend my time with my family before going aus...
and...i m going greece by sept!!! with my family
how wonderful is,when u try to be happy
i cant wait for vacationXD
will take more nice picture,ngek ngek><

and wuwuuu...my knee still in bruising


P.S.never drink bloody mary anymore in chicago steak houseO~gosh

ur day mum❤

really so lazy to updated my blog and pic...

those pic was really in messy,

guess i need sometimes to fix it back><

XD

hahaha

cute?for only that day❤xD

my sis,walao eh>

aunty and uncleXD

lol...i thk the biggest susprise at my mum bday was when i go back home
hahaha...
then other is like usual...

okok...i know i was ugly that day

we went to dinner then go bali bali for chit chat and red wine
maybe my mum prefer simplyXD
lol...and mum><
i really love uXD

P.S.lazy to edit pic><

the problem

the problem,those problem
i always feel that everything is out of me
no matter is my sis or even my relationship problem
problem problem...
i wanna solve u...

mm back

yea,have to say that...
IM BACK!
in as right now...
my mum bday 2moro...
have to accompany my mum
><...went back by bus 2day at 2 oclock...
it was really horrible for me to sit bus
i were so nervous...



finally i saw my family..
really blissful to sit down and chat with them
i really love the time spend with...
i hope everythg was fine over here...
although i still cant let go...

stupid enough

today i still the same...
try to 4gt somethg,its make me feel heavy on my head
i couldnt think anymore
i m inability to do something else to keep
maybe should said that today will be my lesson to let go..
although some of my fren say that it doesnt worth to be...
bt all this kind of thg,doesnt consider as it worth it or nt...
is consider by itself by emotional...
i m not sure are u still inlove or even miss me anymore
if really do,somedays fate will bring us joy and bliss
now all the thg i wanna to is make myself to be wat i wanna be
then hardworking to the way forward

really enjoy my day with josee...
after that just upload those pic...
is in her dslr><
btw,i still miss him

for wat for me to being stupid over here
for wat for me to keep anythg here
but other then that
i really dunnoe wat else i should do
for wat i was so in though to let anyone to hurt myself
for when i dun love myself anymore
for wat to torturing myself like tat
for wat my heart was hurt this like
for wat i m cry like this to the one for dun care me
just because we are fren
for wat for leaving like that when i wasnt notice
u never know the pain when a person was out with true heart
because u doesnt
i really nt stronger enough as u though
i can,i can stop
i can stop everythg
i m accepting u are gone
u was die inside my heart

tada~OPEN!!!

is rose!!!

damn shining❤

reseach for present again

i m sooo tired arghh...i wake up since yesterday 4somethg,
afterthat i went to klcc meet joue...
and buy my mum present...
finally i buy it...
bt really damn...lose a lot of money...
guess that i have to keep fit again
haiz...is ok lar...one year once..
hopefully my mum really like it...
the next plan was my dad again..
have to do some reseach again><



P.S. my hair drop alot...going to be botak><
and,should i wrapping up my mum present?

wth with going on

i would say that the nest ielts test going to reach by 21next month
i really felt nervous,i wouldnt prepare so well...
i even cant sleep well...i dun like this feeling...
i really hate ielts...
it make me so much pressure on it...
gosh,
besides this i even i havent register yet,and the workshop as well
i remember last ielts...
i fail to reach the point i should get it
although is sad enough,
bt as long as u were be with me
now aday...
i really affaid..i felt affaid to anythg
i had lost my gun...
i really have much pressure on it...
and my face getting worse,
besides that my dark circle eye also getting worse
why i felt my life getting worse right now...
i really hate it...
jesus,help me pls

hear me

finally i just finish watch this movie
since i wana watch for long time ago

>
they really make my tears drop
hh...in this movie ya...
u must use yr eye and heart...
cause their dialogue and sound were not much...
mostly to know about disabled and sign language
so must watch carefully...

really love chen yi han and eddie in this movie...
they really try so hard to learn those sign language
clap for them,XD
they looks so natural><

XD...how lovely...

P.S. might going to the garden 2moro to grab my mum present,and!!! for my fringe><

hate me

ouchh...my finger were hurt when i fix my stupid hand...

yorr...my baby finger,heart pain><

gt small small scar somemoreT.T

i hate myself damn much...

start to thk hw to be perfect...

arghh...i wanna be pretty girl like angelababy...

she is my power XD

i really hate to wear spectacles><

my wanna fix my teeth,my eyeball,my height(impossible)

i wanna to have small face,high nose><

i wanna keep my leg slim,hehe...and get my skin better...

o ya,i wanna seed my teeth,and laser my eye on 21...

i heard both of them was hurt><
and i got a pair of big black circle eyes...
gona find some thg to help it gone..

and and...should i go for a date?><




hehehe...
gambateh!!Eve


P.S guess going for a hair cut...

hwever,times to give up...

i dun wanna care anymore...

so u dun have to escape me...

i dun like this feeling... 

i dunnoe why my picture getting worse and worse..

is that any problem

i feel unormal><

btw...

i m wait for angelababy movie...

XD

its call TWEET LOVE STORY ❤

P.S. I ❤the picture up there...its make my nose so highXD

any ideas?

haiz...my mom bday is going to reach...
i really had no ideas wat to do...
will be going to singapore at my mum bday...
and my dad going bday next month too><
lol lol...wat to do wat to do...
any present to suggest?
P.S.O~HELP~

shopping will make me better

cute?i capture^^

ya,as title
shopping make me feel better...
went to sunway alone 2day...
buy some stuff...
actually i dunnoe wats going on with my mind
i even didt see those prize...
after i realise...i spend quite alot money...
its still have half month to goes...
bt my mood getting better...
i love myself❤
ya...i should do that early...
lol...
watever lar...
as long as i buy something that i like
hehe...

buy a pair of high heel...
i always buy...but seldom wear...
really something@@
hahaha...bt this 1 really nice...
i promise i will always wear...
bcuz i just realise i m damn f**king short...
hahaha..i should always dress up like a girl ...
lol...

and and...buy a topshop shirt...
really heart it...

and a long dress again...
with strip...bt...i really dunnoe dare to wear it or nt
perhaps...quite long...
and i still need a pair of summer high heel...XD
o!shit...really still have alot of stuff to buy...
and and...still waiting for my online stuff...XD

last...strawberry^^
ya...hope that i can shopping everyday and
make my life few better...
cuz...this few days were quite suffering for me...

last!!my angelababyXD...
when i can be like her><
sooo SEXY!!

should

stop thinking,u just nothing and nobody...
keep ur life goes...
shouldt be a kite...
i can be anyone or anything i wanna do...

pieces

it was really shorter and nice memory
i never felt this way,bt it really do...
although its still nice
bt it would be nice
on the moment
i really couldnt get it.
izit true,izit the reason to keep as far?
i dun understand...and i really dun wan to
pretending i wasnt care,i was happy to break this
wasnt the thing i want...
i feel so hate myself in every way
why could it be...so easy...
maybe he doesnt love,or i m too over effort on it...

eclipse day❤

2day went out whole days with ahgirl,jiayee,my sis and bro....
really was a good day....
and and...hehe

my fav pic...

will keep it as baby❤

go for fight

OMG,i m so envy for this few part

yea,wat a longer wait...
i really cant blieve i had watch eclipse...
my favorite...
hahaha...i was so envy,jealousy,happy,excited about it...
lol...try to describe more,bt...i cant said out the feeling...
is amazing...
i really love them alot...
and...
as i know the story line,bt i still feel great...
of cuz...i love the part that edward with bella
oh gosh..i really wish i was her
and and...edward propose with her...
sooo romantic...
hehehe,,love every part...
and for sure i will look for the last part...
BREAKING DAWN

and really nt sure that breaking dawn going to have 2 part,lol
really hope that they wont end..

lol...
last...as wat i always said...
once the god gave u a happy thing it comes with ugly truth
no matter i m going to accept or nt.
i have to do that.
i dunnoe,i m nt sure...
the problem izit come from me all the time
or others...
bt i felt the truth,is all my wrong...
btw,i m strong enough to keep any bacteria or virus...
maybe i should stay alone for lifestyle...
hahaha...seen i really become stronger than last time...




P.S....if u havent watch eclipse!!!go now...edward cullen~cutesss