Hey~vampire~

ya...after tonight...i will totally forget you...
i really mean tat~i m sure...
cause i might fall into stranger...hey vampire...
you there~hehe^^crazyer
haiyoo...why i became like that...
STOP~STOP thinking stranger~
turn off my brain to think about it please...
GOSH~vampire stranger~can i say i miss about it...
and cant wait my new moon coming soon...gosh~~
i'm lovin it~~
muahhhahhha
finally i can put down everything about YOU~
i should be glad~~but still wishing u all the best^^
o ya~~
try to change back my stupid hair...turn it into black and straight...
planning right now...
and crazy with photography right now...hahahaha...
my life getting full right now...crazy??

MY LIFE

my hope my life could be fun,creative...full memory
maybe now...still have no one come though...but someday it may change
but dont know when...
so just wait...vampire^^XD
hope so...

haiz...
suddenly thinking of my mum...
feel hundred and million sorry to my lovely mum...
haizz....dunnoe what to say...

started...

ya...i m going to started buzy with those art...
haiz...i really hope...my brain can move abit in this moment...
but cant...sometimes i dont know what should i do...
sleep eat and wake...apart of me...i m getting lazy and lazy...
my life feeling start getting meaningless and meaningless...
my brain keep on giving me those stupid question marks...
feeling this world giving me nothing...
but....
the thing i know that...maybe buzy is a good way for me and you...
our friend relationship getting far away and embrassed...
nw...i m really out for you...nothing to lose...nothing to affaid to you
cause you never ever know this feeling...
the thing i thanks to god...to let me buzy and never thinking about you easy...



less blogging i have right now...
started buzy soon,and forget it soon...
but...
i really do...

affaid...

ya,me,i was really affaid...i affaid of die and pass away...
today,i visit my grandpa in hospital...
the eye i can see though...is reluctant...
feel that dont know when will leave and the tear inside the eye...
i feel sad and look at my grandpa always,i affaid he will leave me...
i affaid everyone will leave me...i look at my grandpa hand...
is old and red...with the painess...
my heart was really pain...
can everyone beside me dont ever leave me?
angel popi popi