me,stupid

yorr><angry and sad lo...
why i m so stupid eh...
really always do bo bo thg...
really nth to play then play my hair==
yorr...really no brain lo...
i cut my fridge untill very short o...and bo balance lo
see...hw stupid i m...><
haiz...
somemore is going chinese new year le wor><
see...how dare i m...
actually when i cut is still long...
but after...i lu cut lu song...then...
became...><haizzz

never, ever

i m confuse,
and dunnoe hw to conversation to...
it torturing me...
i dunnoe y it could be like tat...
and i never thk tat too...
for me...
i always hard to say out my feeling...
tats y...ppl always mistaken...
i always try to caring everyone beside me...
and bring some joy...
but i could find out...its nothing...
and i couldt be...
maybe my heart is really hard to understand
maybe is hard to make me change...
i always noe is my problem...
bt...
wat could i do...
maybe all about tis nt belonging to me...nt at all...
maybe...
its over...
i really felt down nw...its true
bt i still couldt say out

is still the same

ya...still the same...
still to be confuse...
i also dun understand myseld...
wat should do...
u still the same with uncomfortable heart...
as i do...
izit the relationship make u hurt?make u felt pain...
i felt really sorry...
and i m not to meant that...
i couldt even try to put u on the danger way...
maybe is really the best way..i leave...
and tats no more pain....
but i couldt be like tat unresponsible..
and i really cant do it...
try myself to be buzy...
try myseld not to thk...
try myself with unmind with sleep...
but...
is still the same...
its woke me up...
i really cant do anythg else...

its different

haiz...what should i say...
what should i do...
how could i say...
how could u know...
those question around and around me
with none stop...
i though u will be the understand...
maybe we were too young,
maybe we were too early to say for that...
i didt feel disappointed...
but i just though love is
trust
know
freedom
maybe those thing i want...
is not the thing u want it...
those all question about u
is torturing me
but u will never know...
maybe we should have many time...
to know...
wat we really want
wat we really thk about...
u really make me feel down
haiz...
i cant even inthough yr life...
so even to u...
i really dunnoe hw to explain...
and i m nt use to it...
u make my life feel dark...
unexplain,and confusing with ? mark

❤立得拍❤

i really dunnoe wats 立得拍 in english...
i really cant wait its come...
feel so excited...
and it will be appear in this few more day...
cant wait cant wait><
and guess wat....i order the white 1...
and then...
next i m going to buy LOMO~
wait me....
so happy right now




XOXO

shopping~ meet with sis❤

Today i meet up with my cute sister...
hahaha...damn stupid...
and its a 1st time i late><
hehehe...
we meet up at the curve==
the curve again...
wat the...
is really...zzzz
nvm...
the same time...
i spend alot money...
is aboutRM35+...i thk...damn shit...
i just buy the stuff i have to use at home in pj..
then my lovely strawberry + kiwi~~
ooo...my favorite 1...
have been long time didt ate><
hehe...
then then braccelet...1 cloth(for new year)...the beach sandals...
hahaha...
my lovely adidas...gosh...><
i wan those cap and jacket...its so cool...but expensive la...
should i buy it...the cap cost RM99...really love it
and jacket is about RM29+...is cute❤

http://catalogue.adidas.com.my/catalogue/my/product/E81383/D-SLEEK-TREFOIL-HOODIE-W
the jacket have purple and black 1...both aso nice
i ❤ adidas more then nike la...><
and and...i go starbuck to reward my calendar again...
final chance...at last...i didt get it...really make me cry...T-T
i want that calendar so much...
and and...i have to learn france><

❤evelyn heart❤

popopopopo...
do u hear my heart beat?
when he say that word out...
my heart was sound like that...
my heart follow what you say to me...
when u say or sad...my heart was also really pain...
i really meant it...
u say u got nothing...
but...u dunnoe that...love a person doesnt have to be anything
But just a heart...
i m yours..
u r mine><

like a roller coaster

His,
a person that can make me smile or sad><
and always make a lie for me><
try to always make me angry...
really abit bian tai...
hahaha...
A person that i always wan to see his smile><
hehehe...
y i like this kind of ben dan har...
everytime chat i feel my heart is running roller coaster><
up,down,slow and fast...
although is angry...although is sad...
but i still happy to be with><
He always not much time for me><
but my time all is over there^^
i really mean it><

vampire,cold blood, me

would someone admire that i m really cold blood?
even i m facing the person that i like...i will also be the same?
he tell me that i m...cold...didt care...
M i?
but...i though i m warm infront of him...
OMG...confusing my heart...
and feeling hate myself that cold...
arghhh!!!

Hard RoCK...PG...now

OMG...i m in Hard Rock...right now

awesome~
hahaha...
so...i quite relax at here...hahaha...
and and the hotel is quite nice...abit theme theme><
i dun swim here cuz...my bikini was stole by my stupid maid...
gosh...but i m here to read at my aaclipse...><
so is quite nice><
at night eat my dinner at HARD ROCK CAFE><
hahaha
damn nice...and i love it...
hahaha...hope to come here some another day...relax me~
and some another pic will post soon><

如果能在一起

梁静茹 - 如果能在一起
填词:黄婷 作曲:黄荻钧
夕阳快消失了
像一颗心沉入海底
投入灼热的光影
对话都结束了
胸口的悸动还没停
今天我更喜欢你
好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的我的好心情
心电感应 让所有的心愿不怕来不及
人群都散去了
你鼻尖微湿的汗滴
蒸发在我的体温
好想独占这距离
你的小心 我的呼吸
谁会先鼓起勇气
如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比以前爱美丽
会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情
心有灵犀 就连太平洋也静静在聆听
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的你的孩子气
和笑眯眯 陪我未来的风雨
如果我们能在一起
我只想此刻的我的好心情
心电感应 让所有的心愿不怕来不及
如果我们能在一起
你的天使会比以前爱美丽
会更美丽 就像函馆的夜景
如果我们能在一起
唱一首歌会比以前有感情
心有灵犀 就连太平洋也静静在聆听

mu 2010❤

at the moment,i say though my feeling><
i m glad that i have that kind of brave...
OMG...and alcohol make me...felt sick...
i dun hope to try it...
feeling so hard...and i m so horrible with those stupid alcohol..
and make my gastic badly><
and and...at this moment
i felt hapiness><
hehehe...to be with u...i hope also><
everything honestly with u...hehehe...
and u too><
BRAVO 2010~~~~happy~
my heart beat with u><