How?

Guess that everyone asking and wonder,
yes, i m single,
i remember everytime i fall in
at last the answer will disappointed me.
although i m the person who been left,
but i m still glad i m the one not yet to give up.
i m sad.
i cant blive whats going on although just try to communicate
but the answer was shock.
my heart just stop and drop, it goes without feeling.
i shock, tear, and decide to be strong,
but still cant stop with when people keep asking again and again
within this one month i really lost and have complex feeling about family, study, frens and us.
i stop, i cant go on, i dunnoe how,
everytime, i need someone besides, bt u are not working with it.
my heart getting tired.
i try to keep strong and try to be ok
but everything is no, i feel i m so stupid.
but how? what should i do? how i start?
feel so sorry to express my emotion here, but i dunnoe what to do
hw to choose to express, i m so confuse.
btw, thanks for everyone that console me,
i really hope tomorrow is better day.