5:

i know,i just giving some reason not to tell or not to ask.
its make me more tired when i was caring and waiting
its wasnt a problem.
the problem just the way
the way that
between human and human communicate
tats nothing else.
i know i m weird,ya
i m weirdo.
but,i feel so better,
in this way
when i wasnt care or talk about
its really make me so release.
i know,having this kind of feeling
will be not longer,
i get it,
so,i never request so much.
no more homessick,no more miss,
no more try to back home,
all the thing i have to do is
enjoy my studies,enjoy my lifestyle over here
tats it.