pressure hit on my head

i never felt out that i will be so much pressure

felt so less confidence...

nor...is totally unconfidence

my heart was rushing...

is something like ant running though

i m too nervous

i feel i m going to sleep and never woke up

why?

why i m so worrying...

i know my level,i know my result is damn bad

but...

i still...

stubborn enough to run away...

i keep asking myself...

why i should do this...

why i dun like to stay here

is that any different?

every night before i went to sleep...

i m thking i m outside...

watever any place

is cold...and lonely...

maybe this is the thg that i want

maybe most of ppl think that i shouldt go for so far

is wasting money,time...or somethg else...

but,izit the problem?

m i having much time to thk that i m going?

or univ will accept me?

with my worse result?

nowadays...

money,time,place and result will be my problem to study...

i m really enough pressure of it...

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gona mad with all those stuff