never, ever

i m confuse,
and dunnoe hw to conversation to...
it torturing me...
i dunnoe y it could be like tat...
and i never thk tat too...
for me...
i always hard to say out my feeling...
tats y...ppl always mistaken...
i always try to caring everyone beside me...
and bring some joy...
but i could find out...its nothing...
and i couldt be...
maybe my heart is really hard to understand
maybe is hard to make me change...
i always noe is my problem...
bt...
wat could i do...
maybe all about tis nt belonging to me...nt at all...
maybe...
its over...
i really felt down nw...its true
bt i still couldt say out