pressure enough...

if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...
if i fail...

i cant stop thinking about it...
my heart gonna to crash for it...
nothing more i could do if i was fail...
i m useless...i know...
i have no talent with it...i know...
i m not enough hardworking...i really know...

if i want to be hardworking right now...
izzit too late?
izzit impossible?

why m i getting lazy and lazy...
how could i forget...
OMG...
and whats the meaning for i m coming here?
what didt i do at here?
eat?play?wat the h**l...

whole days for homework...again and again...
i realise even i try hard also the same thing could happen...
i dont know what should i do...

haiz...
sometimes...
i really feel tired...
talk also get blame...didt talk also get joke...
i m pressure enough...
i want to be silent...and mature...
i m take it serious...i really meant it...

i think soon...i will be crazy...seriously...
recently i have some facial disorders problem...
tired of it...i want to sleep right now...