Shhhh

2012 first post

2012-01-07T19:53:00.000+08:00

Well...i just realise i had hanging my blog for more than a month
i m a bad blogger...i miss out wedding, christmas, new year post!!
Should said that msia line is suck as well... i cant even connect to internet properly.

And...is 2012...
Any wish? Any wish?
i m still thinking>< hermmm
How about urs?
i wan i wan...i wan past for my whole exam...
i wan i wan...my family keep health and happy all the time
i wan i wan...eat nice food everyday and i couldnt be fat
i wan i wan...happiness
i wan i wan...travel around the world
i wan i wan..da xiao renXD
i wan i wan...appreciate
i wan i wan...learn something new
i wan i wan...peaceful
i wan i wan...i wan i wan...i wan i wan...
so much>< i m sooo greedy

Anyway...a short post for tday
will post more often^^
and thanks for anyone that accompany my past two month,
sorry for being so emo and makes my frens or family sad and worry,
i shouldnt act like a kids i should live my life like an adult
and show to the youngest one...
i feel so guilty for my empty two month..
i m now almost 21... i should have learn something for my life.
peace^^

spend the day

2011-11-22T00:01:00.000+08:00

with chanel lipXD

thanks mum^^

walk around in city...

christmas is in the corner

tea time with lovely sista and mum^^

macaroonssss

we are so cheeseeee

my sista!!

and now u know why i love melb^^

soooo cute

mum and sista bought me this

guess what?

P.s P.s... whrs my dior lip gloss?

sista with pizza...

FAT!!!

mum with champagne...

what a weird family

muahaha

the box sooo cute^^

thanks sista^^

and this one from mum^^

so lovely~ in love~

breakfast with my mum and sista

i love salmon~~

for sista^^

cant wait for christmas party this year

do you remember your last christmas?

MUM!!!

me and sista...unhealthy one^^

First day of them

2011-11-20T22:23:00.000+08:00

get chanel lip gloss from mum^^

when to breakfast while my sis and mum reach...

but...!!

get lost^^

my sista^^

iced choc at beach^^

first meal><

the view^^

after breakfast...city walk~

then heavy dinner==LOL

this meal really fat!

sashimi^^

writing about food is not a good idea><

i m sooo hungry now

and here we are^^

seafood~

Oh yeah~ my dress!!!

we are playing around^^

hahaha

Breaking dawn!!oh yeah!!

2011-11-18T21:40:00.000+08:00

Finally!! i watched

i was really excited

even finish watching, i m still high and thk about it all the time,

gona watch again after^^

the lovely and nervous moment^^

they will stay forever~

gosh...i m so into it

sorry for my manners..

so, just ignore my post

i m too excited with it^^

i bet that msia cut all the scene, sweet and lovely

omg...wanna watch again and again,

who's in?

i m glad i watch in melb^^

hoping i was here for part2 as well^^

the baby start crash inside and outside!!!

and!! i saw the baby><

she is so awesome!!

by the way, i wonder why bella tot is boy==

they always play chess in honeymoon!!

the best!sweet! lovely wedding and honeymoon i ever seen!

i was hoping mine is great as this ^^

Go and watch if u havent^^

or date me with breaking dawn,

i wanna watch thousand times

and last,

there's some part of horrible scene and

and i m dare for it!!

i m in love ~again~

Meet nice food, nice people II

2011-11-13T20:13:00.000+08:00

my bag>< so heavy

whyT_T

anyone help me to carry?

i m soooo addicted with this milk tea

the facetime moment is love~

hou liao! muahahaha

Lobster meee

me, elaine and billy~ playing around with pose@@

LOLL

my hair sooo...

blame the rain~

the champagne is sooo nice...

i miss that~

when u guys gona visit melb again?

or else i go sydney to visit uXD

my tummy is full of oyster

abalone><

crab!! this is the first time i ate crab in melb~

went to korean food BIG mama with synthia~

my high skul classmate~

Mine salmon><

and movie time~

Moneyball with brad pitt

us~with the memory~

Breaking dawn!!!!

i wanna watch badly~

Meet nice food, nice people I

2011-11-12T22:21:00.000+08:00

went dinner with chai and his fren^^

i love the decoration of this restaurant

so christmas^^

and msia food...nasi lemak^^

drink drink~

i love my hair in this picture

and went to chinatown for japanese restaurant with cousin

oyster~my love...should eat moreXD

sashimi~

cousin!!!

The fish...quite nice actually~

should be last weekend post~

and it's here today

LOL

we wore gstar ~it's awesome!!

weee~ Gstar~

The girls, the moment, pizza

2011-11-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

I had so much fun chatting and gossip with the girl

while we having dinner at +39 pizzeria at Little Bourke st

and it's also called as the best pizza in melb,

so...let's try it^^

piza~

Pasta~

Piza?

so which one looks delicious?

*credit to jing yi(fish) for the picture

the place is so pack><

me and layyan~XD

The strawberry dessert smell good and awesome~

although my tummy is damn full

yeewei~

we all were happy with gossip-ing and dessertXD

and of cuz, drink-ing time...

hopefully we still have another chance to hang out><

but but...someone might missing

Fish gona swim back msia...lol

Gathering in the town

2011-11-10T22:07:00.000+08:00

The angle is sooo....

different... with the past

take this while i m walking to train stop^^

seriously i was consider about to stop blogging...

cuz this day i was so lazy to open my twitter, facebook or even blog

soooo lazy worms me

btw...late post again(for sure)

And yea...elaine were in the town

went to white tomato with elaine and wenchai,

cuz we all wanna have korean food

why korean food so attractive?

Becuz of the meat!!

fire~...

muahaha...actually not bad...but but i prefer the other one^^

Haiz...i thk...

i m gona be fatty soon...

excited?

oh yea...forgot to ask picture from elaine...

i didt take any picture of us...

just food...

guess tat i really gona be fatty..T.T

nobody wan already,

u wan me or not?

yesterday, today will be a better day.

2011-11-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

Opps,

spot anything?

eyeliner on my eyes!!

went to Bobbi brown yesterday and a makeup artist draw for me

like likeXD

Went to watch In Time...

yea, i know i m late for this movie^^

but still it's awesome,

Justin Timberland and Amanda Seyfriend damn sexy in this film

awesome match,

every scene of this film is damn excited...

LOL...

strongly recommend ><

see...so match><

gosh, feel wanna cut my hair and wear high heels...

so sexy><

Time!!!

Shou Sumiyaki^^

Japanese restaurant

The sauce

green tea

OH!! my favorite oyster

Can i eat oyster everyday?^^

wagyu^^

Time for BBQ

gona eat u eat uXD

so damn fresh!!!

with mushroom inside

eh, wenchai, why u paise?

XD halo to my new babe bobbi brown^^

wanna grab brush set next time,

but so damn exp...

and fake eyelash!!

can u imagine that?

the beginner first look?eyeliner with fake eyelash^^

how was it how was it?

still can recognize ?

L'occitane i bought few days ago...

damn nice damn nice.

Do you know that teddy miss you too?

The Halloween

2011-11-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

Almost forgot to post something about Halloween><

Just get some picture from Neverland,

and finally can share my Halloween.

Guess everyone already know what i did i act in Halloween^^

so picture share first^^

wee...dress up dress up^^

Alice for me, Bunny for Yee Wei and Sailor for Lay Yan^^

Alice gona hit Halloween~

Picture talks^^

And finally deb came^^

Deb and her pretty sister^^

Sexy Devil & Sexy Kitten

Deb and me^^

The zombie dancers

The box boy catch my eyeballs

wonder why my face so cacat ?

The zombie dancer again^^

i love this picture~

btw,where's other?

Girlsss...

next year Halloween again^^

They dance really well><

Lastly, do you enjoy your Halloween?

Good Night and see ya

XOXO

I miss the meet^^

2011-10-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

meet wen fung and steph^^

and wen chai

have a dinner at Corretto^^

yumm yumm~

Soju^^

have a meet before echo back to shanghai><

Have a drink at Joomak^^

The place is so nice^^

me and echo^^

guess what is this???><

guess guess

i miss eu~come back~

omg, cant blive== sleep while we all sing k

echo echo><

will never end

i love this pictureXD

Kevin Bday'11

2011-10-30T09:42:00.000+08:00

late post again...wonder still got how many post that i delay

Btw,

When to crown buffet at Kevin bday..

just forgot to take some picture...

food nor bad actually...

the problem was on Dessert!

look nice, but taste @%^&%#@!

Yogurt

Cake of the day

Me and lay yan

credit to Jingyi

Happy birthday to u...

see the bday boy

Crazy time@@LOL

Ready for Halloween

2011-10-28T15:59:00.000+08:00

Guess who i m gona act tonight?

Trick or treat?

Happy Halloween!!!Booo~

Red Riding hood

The princess...

Snow white?

Cinderella?

Bella

sleeping beauty?

Alice in wonderland

wonder woman? with super power?

Marilyn Monroe?

Devil girl...Opps?

Cop?

minnie?

super cool pirate?

Scary Vampire?

love love

The answer will be

so guess now...

Self

2011-10-27T16:36:00.000+08:00

hahaha...try to act cute face

my sis bake this cake,

and my mum said is awesome

went to new Taiwan cafe with wen chai

yuck milk tea

beef noodles, cant even finish it

self high tea in richmond...

The different between day and night

my loves macarons

i loves this picture bcuz of my hairXD

Omu rice, i miss last year...LOL...

my face seems so thin...zhi lian lor meXD

finally mix don after 3 weeks

love love...fall in love~

Coke~!! i m fat!

self high tea again...

iced choc and macarons in ganache..

their macarons quite special and nice

oh me~s.h.o.p.a.h.o.l.i.c

2011-10-26T18:38:00.000+08:00

oh~me~

i want><

but is quite high

trying is loves

first of skul><

spend not more than 10 bucks

i loves to trying dress,

but it always fail...

doesnt fit my body*BIG cry*

and also learn how to draw eyeliner...

fail again...

guess that liquid eyeliner not suitable for beginner

and bought this only 5 bucks...

so cheap...

wanna go DFO again

Cant wait for the BIG day...

trying almost all maxi dress...

so confuse...@@

which one you loves?

shanghai/ Chinese feel?

Loreal become my choice,

but the conditional might be a lil bit exp...

thinking other brands...

any suggestion?

my lil black~

but yesterday i saw someone wearing the same shoes as mine

in same apartment><

Only Girls

2011-10-22T23:08:00.001+08:00

my selection

Late post again, really wonder what i m doing for this 3 weeks,

hermm...

btw, having a girl time at last time...

Max B!!!

always lover~

we have a lots of sharing

(when the girls tgt)

LOVE~

Credit for steph for taking picture^^

first

2011-10-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

bought this in airport...brain wash by the promoter...LOL

The first day in melbourne...

sushi ten...love it so much...

gona eat again tmr...

see...

i can finish all!!!

i L>O>V>E thebodyshop...have no idea why:P

the first day mask...

i love melb that keep my skin in good condition

go to enroll and have umu rice in glenferrie

my love~

and cook for dinner...bt after two weeks...

which is mean now...no more cooking...LOL

evelyn!! move your ass to kitchen><

Eve

found in city...interesting...

still wonder that 3 person is real or nt><

treat by cp...finally u gt big heart to treat everyone...

my yogurt the best

korean BBQ with my cousin...

i forgot the name again...

guess that day i eat more than my cousin

hanging my blog cuz of my laziness

wonder what m i doing for this two weeks...

wasting time...hermmm

How?

2011-10-17T23:58:00.002+08:00

Guess that everyone asking and wonder,
yes, i m single,
i remember everytime i fall in
at last the answer will disappointed me.
although i m the person who been left,
but i m still glad i m the one not yet to give up.
i m sad.
i cant blive whats going on although just try to communicate
but the answer was shock.
my heart just stop and drop, it goes without feeling.
i shock, tear, and decide to be strong,
but still cant stop with when people keep asking again and again
within this one month i really lost and have complex feeling about family, study, frens and us.
i stop, i cant go on, i dunnoe how,
everytime, i need someone besides, bt u are not working with it.
my heart getting tired.
i try to keep strong and try to be ok
but everything is no, i feel i m so stupid.
but how? what should i do? how i start?
feel so sorry to express my emotion here, but i dunnoe what to do
hw to choose to express, i m so confuse.
btw, thanks for everyone that console me,
i really hope tomorrow is better day.

Before

2011-10-11T18:09:00.000+08:00

The few days before i went back to melb...

Mng pants, Mng red cuttie bag, forever new denim

i loves everything ~

eat porridge with family, and uncle family them...==

After dinner, i coquetry my dad to buy me a nasi lemak...

~~i should buy two packs, is not enough for me~~

And the next day my mum bought nasi lemak for me as wellXD

And have a chat with sueting in bali..

hope u decide to come here next yearXD

jovin, chea ming, chu jiang were there too...so lucky

Should say this is the last meal in msia...

went to red village, cuz i have no ideas what to eat for that day...

went to many shop and it's close

so...

red village will be the best choose...

i really wonder why i loves posting msia food@@

hahaha...homesick perhaps?

btw, i remember the day i went back to melb,

on the way to penang international airport is quite jam bcuz of the crash between lorry

terrible...hopefully they are safe,

and finally that i can go back..

and one more thing wonder why people keep asking me whats the feeling go back to melb

actually...

i have no feeling at all...

i sleep even the plane havent start yet...

i m too sleepy btw...

i loves melb...

but i do miss my family~

We always together♥

2011-10-09T18:30:00.000+08:00

Me, sherry, jia shin, shin chiou and uncle bruce went to

rock cafe after, and finally uncle bruce join us after work...

really wonder why no more primary boy...

come on!!

we should hang out!

Hahahaha>< i take this i take this

sweet hor?

LOL...joke joke

where is happy family picture?

you both looks so white ><

see~they just cant stopXD

my hair and face became so chan already

whole day outing!!

sooo...zz

this egg>< is damn special><

i wonder why uncle face like this><

see!! uncle close to shin chiou~

@@ who take this???

hahaha...u looks tried

my face is the most face one...

feel wanna cut my bangs to look younger and smallT.T

should call "ladies" day...

but but...uncle behind

yes!! i m taking...

this one nice><

again...without pose...my face@@

my face upset me T.T

stop being sweet!

and try to ssXD

i love this picture so damn much

We still ♥ each other

2011-10-07T23:52:00.002+08:00

♥Finally we decide to come out gathering, a primary school gathering...

but why only 4 of us?

hahaha..

really have no ideas,

time too rush... not in hometown at that time...

doesn't match with time...

hopefully next time will be full of peoples~

so, here we are...

Sinyan decide to wear maxi dress...so"We" follow

but that stupid shin chiou maxi dress left in pg...

so only 3 of us wearingT.T

hahaha...we use to be very good friend until high school

have no ideas why after that did't contact, so sorry~

will always contact and connect to each other♥

yea...shin chiou, she still remember she came to my house before^^

Jia shin~ my primary school best friend

(secretly tell that i still keep out high school zhi pai picture)

L.O.V.E~♥

sin yan(sherry) and i

P.s... why u put nick name><

not use to it lar~

Shin chiou and i

cute girl i meet ever

Jia shin and i~

you and i were perfect match~

they acting cute and i was doing funny face...

Halo~ i though is funny face pose@@

hahaha...my eyes so lo lo...my smile$%(*& dunnoe how to describe

look at both hamster!!!

How match we are~♥♥♥♥♥

It still remind me that day

.....

....

...

We take mountain of picture!! ♥

even we eat~

Where is sin yan??

♥when milky meet her friend~

you both lovely♥ enough

and here we are...lovely♥ tooXD

u can see my swollen face...fine, now my turn to looks like hamster

our first group picture,

but that guy have really bad skill

and other reason was my phone, Fine!

♥We kiss♥

we self cam group picture...

clever shin chiou~

♥♥♥♥♥

Eve: shin chiou, i know u cant stop ss

hahaha...sometimes you should ignore my madness@@

But i love it♥

♥WEEE~

ss~ see.. how lovely we are.

i miss the gathering and girls so much,

cant wait for december gathering^^

i m acting cool all the way

and here the lovely one...

hahaha...catch!!

Oppps...i saw u girls touch mine hand~

can't even stop ss when i use my lip balm

see...even in toilet...

...

love the toilet light:P

♥♥

thanks to photographer Ong Shin Chiou♥

really have so much fun on that day...

stay tuned on part 2

P.s too much picture takenXD

♥my face fat~ but i love the friendship between us♥

♥Best memory♥

You make the world

2011-10-06T19:32:00.000+08:00

Turn on my facebook and notice the shock and sad news.

Steve Jobs, is the co-founder, CEO of Apple Inc, director of The Walt Disney Company and Former CEO of Pixar Animation Studios. Steve Jobs was suffering from Pancreatic cancer and just been confirmed dead.

Jobs with Walt Disney

Mac Book!!

His was the men that built something great to our world.

How many great work you have?

Rest In Peace

Family turn

2011-10-06T16:04:00.001+08:00

~~My face so..><~~

when u wedding food test plus my 大伯 pre- bday

food serve first:

here's mine

cake of the day^^

Light the candle

and bday song time~

yeah~~~

preetee~

P.s. This should be early post, but i m lazy... and currently in melb~ post after.

see ya,

With love,

Eve.

with love, Eve

2011-10-04T11:51:00.001+08:00

Kinda of blur, but i really loves this picture so much.

gona back tomorrow morning,

time to packing as well><

i havent perm and treatment my hair,

guess that only can do it in melb,

and stay turned for my next post,

gona post a lots after~

With love,

Eve

Random month picz~

2011-10-03T10:59:00.001+08:00

Some random picture that i did't post out on september

sushi ten as favorite this month

10 dollar><

i m so lazy now...gona post after...

when in melb^^

gona pack and prepare on wednesday~

Just simple with complex

2011-09-30T01:28:00.001+08:00

Seriously, i never want to have complex life.

But i do, love to have a life, an interesting life

but what i tried always not enough,

i wonder izit about communication

sometimes i thought that is hard for people to understanding what i said.

izit really hard? or no ones really care what i said,

once i said i really meant it.

but all people do is ignore me.

izit the wrong thing when i choose to leave

i shouldn't even come back.

is not upset to have look what happening infront.

is not afraid of looking at the reality or the truth.

sometimes just a bit sour.

How can reality be like that.

All i blame is i m using too much time

to look into this.

dress up to make me feel better

Last day for fatty

2011-09-29T01:50:00.000+08:00

Last day in kl...not much picture...but still about food~

don't say i didt eat or diet...@@i m not, ok?

moi~

lunch~ in 1U...just normal lunch with my family

i would like to recommend this chocolate...

damn nice...we bought in mont kiara.

i dont know what it called...but it's really nice...

the first time go to eat in Ipoh...

i prefer thailand one...LOL...

btw...here's the food

fish ball soup...we cant finish it

my mum choose this because same surname==

but we still eat@@

choc from Royce~

i prefer this

went to watch Johnny English on the same day in as...

quite funny ><

if u havent watch better go for itXD

strong recommend..

and...today i feel so sweet with my primary classmate...

create a group and fing out lots of memory...

how great if we still a kids~

Again Food

2011-09-27T17:19:00.000+08:00

Went to pavillion for shopping...but end up with Food day..

LOL...

Don't shock when u see this post^^

The Loaf...i love their bread~smell nice~

Salad for my mum^^

me and my bro...

why??? why??? why my bro so in love with mushroom soup?

canbonara...share with my bro

taste really nice, 5 star for this...LOL

my aunty order breakfast with curry chicken i think.

dessert for my bro@@

After that went to Godiva with my sis...

for macaron.

and i prefer melbourne one.

the taste is too sweet...and favor not enough for me..

@@ but my sis do enjoy it

we have the same favour

strawberry and mango...

but then...i always prefer vanilla

then,

snowflakes, almost one year i don't have this in my life...

>< miss it a lot...

The bestseller always my choice^^

fine, admit that i eaten a lot, fatty me...

dinner in sushi zanmai

sushi for my bro

Udon for josee

hoho...i know is too much...but it taste really good...

and sashimi is so fresh^^

Josee!!!

again we order, is not enough><

what are you doing????

almost finish><

again...

And picture with josee><

self cam>

chicken udon for joue and shin lian

again...here we are...i miss you><

is worth for 6

please be aware of your steps...

looks scary

supper? i guess...don't worry...just have a drink...

a new place introduce by joue and josee...

is lovely because...most of the furniture in white...

hahaha...

couldn't take so clearly, so dark enough...maybe the place should be light a bit,

so that i can take picture how we playing fruit ninja on that day

zara knit

topshop pant..is purple^^

MNG marie cat...heart~

thats all~

That second day

2011-09-27T04:03:00.000+08:00

Having lunch/ breakfast at KLCC...

kiki by fong lye

my brother acting cute

they try to order foodXD

and my bro? play game...LOL

too exciting with this cup

my sis zhi lian than me...she actually call me to take her picture

how cute she isXD

again with the cutie doggie

see, i m in love with this cup

and here's the food

i love this one...

sweet potatoes ball

And here dinner at mont kiara...

fong lye restaurant as well

sweet potatoes porridge

wonder why i love sweet potatoes><

Why?? why my dad always so cute..><

cute daddy ever~

PrawnSss

After dinner Lok Lok...

my tank sooo BIG, huh?

my brother really enjoy with lok lok...hahaha

Starker Time...OT~

Oh~ my love~

and now...i started missing OT~T.T

shop of the day...

Parkson onlyT.T

skin care only...i love biotherm><

and they launch skin ergetic as wellXD

bought toner, skin moisture, and face cleaning~

sample for free...

and shu uemura...for sensitive skin~

That's all for that day~

Step with food

2011-09-23T01:32:00.000+08:00

Hi there, i reach msia yesterday

and currently in kl now,

having lots of food to gain my weight in here

LOL

~~Ignore my face for today~tired and did't wash my face almost whole day...~~

And here start with food

And this fish called Afircan fish

somemore my mum and dad say is piranha?

and i have no idea what is this, so....

forget about it...just eat~

and each of us had one fish~

cat eve~LOL

bunny eve~lovely?

and is actually a mirrorXD

This shop is quite interesting...

and it's located in bangsar shopping centre...

design/art philosophy...

We went to La Bodega in bangsar, and i prefer the pavillon one.

By the way, is still nice

So BIG~ and i finish~i miss overtime><

go tomorrowXD

tapas...my favorite prawn~

see their hand, they just can't wait.

How lovely.

My dad keep eating bread with olivia oil

seee...so focus.

There's all for today, so tired sitting car for whole day,

gona sleep now, so that tomorrow have enough energy to shop.

and i m going to buy shoessss...

miss someone that on plane now......

.......

...

with love,

Eve.

2011-09-22T01:55:00.000+08:00

I M BACK...

Finally, after 3 or 4 months?

so happy~ my hair getting long~

upup~

fitting room...i start missing that dress~

hohooo...this is what i bought...

i have really long long time didt go to shop...finally...

I M CRAZY~XD

make up pouch~ so sweet...

little swetie earring...so cute><

ong kai peng said this suit me==

pack~

This is what i bought~heart

finally found my size of maxi dress

tight tight skirt~

Half price!!!

bought from airportXD

my first O.P.I

lancome fans...~

laneige sleeping mask...heard that is quite nice...

i m usingXD

Forevernew before back~

so lovely~

Hohohooo...my first YSL~

XDXD

i m so happy today~

By the way...i m home now...going to kl tomorrow...

continue my life...LOL

but but but...

is too warm for me~XD

What about?

2011-09-18T22:47:00.000+08:00

oh ya...recently playing instragram...follow me up~

Love it so much~

masskkk

for my hairXD...

feel wanna buy this shoes><

the pink is love~ so cute

see...mini fireworks

me and kp playing indoor candle on lantern day><

hohohoooo

i love my hair><

my mum sent this to me...

my sis with spiderman

her face soooo....

he ate first!!!

went to play basketball gameXD

guess which one is mine><

hahahaXD

seee...

sooo yeng hor?

Eminem coming to melbourne...hohohoo...

feel wanna go ><

and and...hohohoo...i m going to taylor swift concert next year

so excited, can't wait><

today just bought earring and denim bustier~XD...

~~shopping for tomorrow again~~( after my test)...

what to buy?

And yea...i m going back home on this wednesday~

how perfect...and thursday for kl...

(BIG laugh)

shop till drop...forgot studies~

11 Merdeka@ Funsion

2011-09-16T20:25:00.000+08:00

Merdeka with chloe*RED*

my face actually so dry on that day

Hohooo

my face smaller or yours?

bad hair that day

Picture Of That day...spot me, if you clever enoughXD

me and Inn~

my face><...kp..are you hot enough??

with girlss

@@ look at the back>< you spoil picture , i look fat><

finally look better in this picture

a eye?

putting myself to the stress for so long and thats a time to relax, finally...

great that have different feeling of that day...is fun^^

and yea... although today not a good day,

calm down and think, everything will be good and nice tomorrow,

still looking forward,

And is still for me to blog more,

after my last test><

I m not sorry for makes a changes.

2011-09-09T23:37:00.000+08:00

The reason why i m posting in fb or twitter with those ~~"emo emo"~~ stuff,
and asking what's wrong with my relationship.
i have to explain that.
Yes, i m actually in emo,
and i never think this will be happen to me after 1 year pass,
many thing you expect was different,
i really through we are in stable like everyone see,
but in my deeper heart, everything doesn't looks like that.
I was happiness in some moment, but do i really?
or maybe i just expect so much, or maybe you don't even really put effort?
i started thinks, yes...other than food, living life style, i know nothing on you
and i wonder why having feeling such as i don't really know much on you.

And yes, i cry some nights, that people wouldn't actually care and notice
my heart wasn't ok and personal in bad condition.
Yes, i do sad. Yes, i do mad, Yes, i do care, Yes, it disappointed me, yes, it's hurt me badly.
I suffer in pain and i struggle,
and my heart tell me to change,
change into a different personality that i should
try to look forward and happy without rely on anyone
but try to loves myself more than everyone that had did to me
try to protect avoid from hurt and wound without pulling and forcing
and i did, i did it.

I loves but without caring,
i m not sure m i making a good decision or not,
but i have to in love with myself,
be like a man, protecting myself.
I felt gladful that lord makes me look on everything clear and in actual way.

Everything is different and changes
and i would say i m alright to be alone without you,
and it was pain in ass that you actually don't need me.

I wasn't feel i m stupid,
just blind in love for my whole life
maybe i should say i m just tired to be in betray.
Just tired and suffering,
and why i have to do this and why i have to face this,
but lord makes it with their reason.

And yes, i should have my own life and be happy.
This is my life,
every chance is on my hand.
And i believe lord allow me to do that.

something people change,
they try to avoid, but everything doesn't goes smooth
Don't blame, accept it, cause it's already happen
although everyone hoping time could go back but it doesn't go back.
so what to do is accepting the truth.

The reason i loves you had gone,
but still, i loves you,
but everything is different,
the feeling had changed.
And now should avoid giving and taking.
But be thankful and appreciate.

I know you had been reading,
doesnt makes you to feel sorry,
no ones should feel sorry about anything changes.
i shouldn't rely on you and have my own life,
thanks god, i m alive.

Love. Food

2011-09-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

Just a short blog. FOOD!

MAEDAYA, special korean BBQ~

i miss so muchQ.Q...hahaha

i wan visit again after my throat and virus gone

grill'd crisp bacon and beef burger^^

my breakfast- egg

Hot milk, my need in skull

Max B. will be the reason i m getting fat, LOL

~~How sad~~

nice lei...that plates

tom yum soup for me

this one nice arrr

Forgot to post that me and kp go to eat thai food...lol

did i? forgot?yes? i guess so

hohoooQ.Q

super exp korean BBq i eaten in melb...

cost me 5+ aus dollar

(broken heart)

and seriously i prefer the first one

see...choc again...miss....stupid virus, I hate You

This is for kp...i forgot what it called

mine~ love

hehehe^^ see how many times lovesss Max B

Btw...thinking what to eat when i recover,

guess that i really lost my weight, for not eating such nice foodT.T

Im Sick

2011-09-04T12:03:00.002+08:00

Feel so sick so stress..
having fever now before end of sem,
i still have a lots of assignment, project and 50% presentation
seriously gona fail this sem
i m so down
i should keep myself healthy in this moment
have to continue sleep now, so that i can have energy to work out.

Mt bullet Meet Snow Man

2011-08-25T12:53:00.000+08:00

my little baby snow man

Big daddy and mama

see, how cute

hahaha@@ignore me

yeaaa

my milky

blueee

this is actually the first day...LOL

look at the flakes.

just a random post, actually so tired on that day, not much pictures

just playing with snow man alone

how cute i m, LOL

lazzzzy now...gona do my workXD

Oh first Mt bullet

2011-08-23T12:47:00.000+08:00

1st sight- izit heaven?

or i m really near? to heaven?

choi!hahhaa...

but my first expression is- yes, i m in heaven

Thanks to kp sis bf~Benson that found out.

appreciate that this place is awesome,

fall into the natural.

thats me...so fat in this outfit@@

here he is^^

me and kp sis...we are in blue blue^^

again

we were all excited...

kp and sis bf benson

ignore what i m doing....hahaha...

and the reason why we were excited because this is the first time

me and kp go to ski...LOL

i love my side...LOL

m i look cool?hahaha...yes i m @@

but after all...zzzz

the equipment is heavy><

kp and ween son...both are crazy with ski after all

GO goooo

here we are...

hahaha...you know what i do? right?

i m not actually into ski after i try so hard...

i m hard to control with my leg,

maybe i should give a reason like my leg actually no enough energy to move@@

and i m actually just take some pic and look at the environment

Lunch time, you actually saw what he had done

and pattern of what he ate@@

so high^^

my eyes were small cuz the sunlight hit on me

i just keep taking pic@@

see, again...me again

laying on snow place make me feel good^^

HUGE feet

Why u so cute?LOL

Old cute uncle

nice~

Thats me again

LOVE~

Kids even can ski better than me

how cute they areXD

Gonna post part two afterXD

waiting for my snow man^^